Today at Church a very nice lady and her daughter came next to me and said we see you here all the time alone. Since you don't have a wife or a family we will be your church family and sit with you today. It broke my heart. I have found information that the one person who was my world not only lied but has been planning the pain, suffering and losses I have had to endure. While I know no one reads this site let it be known to the world that today I feel like dying. I wish God would just come get me and take me away from this world and all the suffering.
I can not take much more and while the person I once loved more than life itself is blissing in my new found failure, my loss and the pain I am during. It is ok because I know one day I will be taken from this place. I leave behind my children to bring joy, intelligence and change to the world. I leave my ex-wife to love and cherish her new man whom she will most likely do all the things I asked for, but didn't receive. I can not wait for the day to come that I am no longer here. I will be taking this website down as it really serves no purpose. I thought writing would help me but after learning the deception and planning against me it is ok to move on now.
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